I feel like whining. Seriously, I do.

I just feel so depressed abt the event my grp is organising. This is the first time I've felt so abt a project. We have dozens have things not done yet, and most importantly, we are short of more than 40 teams of participants with the Prelims less than a mth away. I just don't feel like doing anything, because I'm so fustrated, and fed-up and feel like giving up. Denise says she wishes that the days can be forwarded till 24th July when the event ends, but I just feel like scrapping the entire thing off. That's how sick I am of it.

I'm not in the mood to have anything to do with the event, don't even feel like meeting the clients tmr because I don't know what st**id ideas she'll spout off again. No wonder they want us to organise the event for them so much. I do wonder how things would have turned out if we only had the National Day Dinner to organise.

Anyway, you know how people like to say that in real life things will be much worse? I'm thinking, can I just continue studying? Or live off somebody? Have a rich distant relative who dies and leaves me with all the inheritance? Just thinking abt having to face all these problems turns me off the society. Esp the working society.

I have been slacking at home the past few days since I came back from church camp. Going online, reading, watching tv.. Everything, except work. I didn't do much when I went to sch on Thurs and Fri either. One week of the 3 weeks break, gone...